Don´t know why I kept longing for the This river song. "Stuck by this river" is a damn good sentence to express just how I feel a hundred times every day.
My life is a turning wheel, a rocketing paperball, an utter nonsense. Please, free me. Unlock me, relieve from this weight on my neck and forget who I was and why you´re reading this lines (if you are).

Oh my goodness, finally I can put italics and blacks in my posts!